SKIP TRAINING TDY TO GO OUT WITH MY JIEMEI, Stephanie Toh Ailing!!
Even though it was a short outing bfore i was despo for my bf, i loved it :)
We catched the cui movie title "Cloudy and the meatballs" show. Dno if i said wrongly the title anot but the show not really funny eh.
Then got 2 pple beside us like wt*, funny also laugh, not funny also laugh. Then laugh until super loud whole cinema echo those kind.
Me and jiemei just one *rolls eyes!*
Anw my jiemei going to cut hair tmrw, so my last day of chio-ness bfore someone takes over my light, wahaha!



 

Very very busy this week eh, and school is reopening. Back to the days of late nights and early mornings.
Think about it also tired! But my timetable this sem is much btr as i have lessons back with them :)

 

I am very into a show called gossip girls right now. Actually for quite sometime alrd, so i will try to blog in their perfect totally slang english!
To prove tt this show has improved my already very good english.
The link to the show is: http://www.tudou.com/home/zhangyuwawa/
But i still prefer chinese serials cus i cant rly catch what angmos say. Wahaha.

Anw ystd was Hei Bee's bday! Which is actually Seah Zongxian. Haha i also dno why hes called prawn. But whoever has kids with him their kids will be HEI BEE HIAM!
Happy birthday Zongxian :)



His bday celebration was damn fun. But then i was down with this flu so i was in seh-seh mode half the time. Zzz. I've been sick for days but today i've finally failed to resist tt fever! ARGH. So no lamsoon tdy :(

Okay, i've decided to patch with him. And not exactly patch cus we're not counting from the first day we're tgt. Haha, is called start anew :) I dont know whats up with it this time but its great, i feel rly great when i'm tgt with him and i am really happy and in love. And its like we have a common understanding this time. It just feels so good :)

And to all those comments to my previous post, i've made my choice. Hope i have your blessings :)
And to those tt matter to me, your blessings mean alot too.

Okok, back to my gossip girls!

i love you

I think some of my blog readers are going to f me. Hahaha.
Well, look at my previous blog posts all the moving on and stuff. Until today, by right i've supposed to move on. But i just cant! Neither have any of my feelings faded, nor do i feel irritated by him. I still feel very much in love. I just cant belief how faithful i am myself this time. But yeah, i may blog like i dont give 2 hoots. But deep down inside i know this r/s crumbled bcus of me too. And i guess i am sorry as well.

So now i've got a choice,
to give a chance to the guy i've always loved or not?
 

Things limbu must accomplish during these holidays:

1) Fuck, my compro teacher tdy called me up and said i still failed the module overall. I jitao appeal for the written test which i've missed cus i fuck up the venue. Then yah, appealed sucessful and the retest is on this tuesday. But i must score a 70%, i fucking stress can. Cus if i repeat this module again i will kena kick out of ngee ann. But i alrd damn pro in tt alrd so i dno /: anw ps i got to miss sentosa with you guys cus of this fook test!
2)Meet Augustine up for dinner
3)Work with chua and toh
4)Chiong volleyball chiong gao gao!
5)Earn lots of money
6)Go out shopping again with jiemei with my kachings!
7)Meet out as many friends as possible
8)Celebrate yuan's and cass bday
9)Mahjong
10)highlight and cut my hair short, f short
11)evolve into sibei sibei chio
12)Get over you

情场失意，赌场得意！
You know, i guess its just not to late to realise if someone isnt the one. Although this is the first time i'm experiencing such a painful breakup cus its my longest r/s ever, its okay. Bcus at the end of the day, i know i will still enjoy myself, be myself, and move on. Life still goes on with all the yandaos out there waiting for me.  And to be honest, i cried even more when i was in the r/s than i was out of it this time round. This r/s should have ended long ago, i just extended the expiry date. And i'm f**king moving on. I really wanna thank all those who were there for me this time round, u guys just f**king ownz. But seriously, no regrets for the breakup :)

On a side note, i reallly believe tt chinese quote up there cus i just won $50 from mahjong!
So people, when u are so out of love, JUST go gamble.
Theres nthng to lose :D

jiayou gladys

Currently into this show called 白蛇传! I always subscribe to those mobtv accounts till i realised tt actually tudou.com and all those is free and good! ^^ Its just tt they buffer like fooking slow i dno why also. Well this is a nice show, i like to watch all those fu gu show one :D

Punehto outing day! It was fooking funny cuz everyone was trying to imitate my long jaw. And ky also innocently got dragged in. Cus ky mouth cannot close plus my long jaw, so the jian fu ying fu came up with this photo and tagged ky and me! So this is it,

HAHAH FOOK EU BOTH AH.
Well anw all i rmbr is we laugh until stomach cramp 6 packs all come out liao, so must faster date out again i wanna train packs!:D

Well what i rmbr this few days is, i am damn sick. I suspected tio h1n1 and i think i rly tio. So many people from the vball club are down and i hope everyone can faster okay! Those few days i rly felt like dying alrd, but there is someone who wu wei bu zhi de mass sms me. And tt is my laogong! Thanks alot! :D

Okay short update only lah. I wanna asap go back to my convos and show. Byebye!

 

Theres nthng i could say to you, nthng i can ever do,
to make you see, what u mean to me.
All the pain the tears i cried, still you never said goodbye.
Now i know, how far you'd go.
I know i let you down, its not like that now.
This time i'll never let you go ~
I will be all tt you want, and get myself tgt, cus u keep me from falling apart,
all my life i'll be with you forever.
To get you through the day, and make everything okay.

I thought tt i had everything, i didnt knw what life could bring
well now i see, honestly.
your the one thing i got right, the only one i let inside.
Now i can breathe, cus your here with me.

And if i let you down, i'll turn it all around
This time i'd never let you go ~



 

Lots of things happen lately, but i manage to get it over with. Nono, is i faced up to my probs 1v1 and settle them! Esp with my cui nan, jiemei and those jialiaobi.. I just miss you guys so much sometimes in class. Like the so near yet so far feeling. I'm getting used to making new friends and just chit chatting and also, getting used to doing my tutorials and bringing my books! But i will never get used to not missing you guys (: Esp my cui nan.

work work work ystd was fooking busy bcus of HipDiner's one for one promo. I was in the bar then the bar jam dao bao, its crazy i can have 4 waffles at once! If everything goes well i should be tendering soon and applying for safra with my jialiaobi 1!

Went for steamboat with my friends after work ystd but was knnnnnn tired, but its damn nice. At bugis there 15bucks, free flow of softdrinks and the first drink is included! So yea go try, think about it also knnnnn hungry but only got peng kueh to eat now.

Suppose to go out chiong shopping today cus of my dajie's wedding, but then my mama is sick on mother's day so yah, sibei sad case. Then my laogong is down there baibaing dua pek gong xiao pek gong etc. Bo bian, stef also dont wanna jio me out but choose her lesbian friends. LOL! Maybe i go visit your laogong la stef, hahah!! Bored to the maxxxxx for today. Just cannot stand a day at home!

School is tmrw at 8am............ This is what i call CUI!
 

     
NOW people, what was your first impression about Gladys when you first saw her?
Honest to tell you guys the truth, My FIRST impression of her was..

1 Ah Lian
2 Fierce
3 Bird face
4 BIMBO(:

and more.. to be honest.

Yes yes, this is what we call "FIRST IMPRESSION".
I hate first impressions. 
Pretty, beautiful people gets more votes and leave good impressions to others just because of how they look from the outside. SCREW IT!

I hate it when a person judges base on the "FIRST IMPRESSION" the other party gives.
And sometimes, people would decide whether to be your friend from the first impression you gave.
YES,and I know I am an idiot for judging people based on their first impressions before.
I know I know! it's human nature!

But i feel it's more than the first impression that counts.
What you see is NOT always what you'll get.
Gladys is really not what I've expected her to be.
When I've got to know her, she's totally a whole new person.

It's through time together that I've gotten to know my jiemei. 
It's through all the laughters , tears and anger that our friendship got bloomed.
In fact, it does not feel like a friendship, it feels like relationship. and NO, we are NOT LESBIAN.
This relationship's not the typical relationship that you have with your girlfriends or boyfriends.
It's really SISTERHOOD to me. Whatever Brotherhood that all guys talk about, it's included in SISTERHOOD.

My jiemei has been a strong soul.
She's in fact the world to me and definitely to those who love her dearly.
KY and I will always be there for you even through your bad hair days and unglam moments.
I know what makes up the REAL GLADYS, her presence, her liveliness, her mouth always full of food, her disgusting actions, her irritating jokes, her bimbotic face, and her boobs. ALL THESE YOU CAN'T MISS IT. 

I am not trying to put everything up all nice for my jiemei,
it's just appreciating what you've got in this life.
IM UTTERLY GLAD AND PROUD TO SAY

GLADYS WONG IS MY JIEMEI.



To Jiemei:
i know it's tough at the beginning, but don't you ever worry my dear,
bacause I've got your back and will cover for you.(:
every single moment that we'd spent together was darn darn fun.
and
JIEMEI, this life is unfair at times, sometimes we have to forgo some things in pursuit of some things our hearts know best.
Jiemei,you're just lazy but i know you CAN do it!!!
I LOVE YOU till we grow old, our hairs grow white, our boobs turn saggy. Jiemei,you rest you fill up yourself huh. *winks.



*NOSE FLARES OPEN.
*EYES WIDEN.
this were our favourite sentences.
 

your jiemei,
Stephanie Toh




 

You know i don't like to emo de. I nv like to emo. I hope tt my byl/bhb character can bring fun, joy and laughter to the people arnd me all the time.
 It just tt this seems like the biggest disappointment in my life, i just cant help being emo and pissed off this time.
Esp those people who i'm closer with who nv raised up their hands, who i THOUGHT was my closer or trustworthy friends.
Who those people whom i put under the group as 'closer people'  in my msn list, or tt addition similey in my hp contacts.
 I thought i was more impt than an hour. U know, its not about the amount of people who raise their hands, its about sincerity.
And if everyone thinks tt their vote wont make a difference, then what would?
Cus if it was any of you all stuck in the same situation as me, i will definetly raise up my fucking hand. Machiam writing a secondary school compo, with the title 患难见真情 (: Hahaha.
Also this time round, those people who just TING me only, ah goo really appreciates it from the bottom of my heart.
Like Xiang gong, Jia liao bi(guy), Jia liao bi (girl), Phedophile, Wee kok wee, and Zk (: and of cus limbu eh jiemei, steph :D
Now its time to make some new friends and mingle arnd (:

To some people fuck you! And to some people, lub eu gao gao!